Usne table khola aur maize
ulat pulat kar uski tasveer nikali. Yeh tasveer meri ghrina aur lalupta
ki avastha mein liya gaya ek paschatap tha. Yeh paschatap ki avastha mein main
narak dohan kar rahi thi.
Wo uska vimukh hona mere liye swayam ko sidh karna tha jo
maere dhrishtipatal par aaj bhi vartaman hain. Wo chakchu jo kabhi grihnit
avashtah ko apne upar haavi kar rahi thi mere liye wo e k ahankar ki bashtu
hain.
Aaj pongal ka samay hain aur mein sara din us tasveer ko
liye grinha ki dhristi se dekh rahi thi.
Wo motorbike mein roj ki tarah chala gaya. Banglore ki traffic aaj bhi
abhut hain na.
Aaj pongal ke avsar
par sabka ekjut hona adbhut tha sabke
liye par mere man ko to ab bhi wo purani
baatein kashout rahi thi. Uski biwi aaj bhi utni sundar aur ramaniya lagti hain
aur mein uske saamne tuch prateet hoti
hoon.
Subah ke samay mein ladoo bana rahi thi tabhi uski biwi aye
jo pink saree mein sabse sundar lag rahi thi. Usne meri taraf dekha aur ek
muskurahat di. Mujhe bhi pata hain wo mujhe pasand karti hain. Main aise dikha
rahi thi ki mein ladoo banana mein byasht hoon.
Wo mujhse kehne lagi “ mein to naukri karti hoon mujhe is
sab ke liye samay nahin milta”
Maine kahaa “sab ki apni apni jarorat hoti hain chahe wo
ladoo banana ya naukri karna”
Usne kaha” meri to ek bachi bhi hain mujhe usko bhi sambhal na hota hain. Aaj
chutti ka din hain isliye mein aaj khali baithi hoon aur apna man halka kar
rahi hoon.”
Maine kaha” tum araam
karo mujhe to chutti ke din bhi dusro ki zaroorat ko dekhna parta hain. “
Usne kaha “ nyasa ab bari ho rahi hain uske liye chinta hoti
hain use mein akela nahi chorti hoon. Kyunki jaman aajkal behad kharab chal
raha hain.
Maine kaha” jamana pehle bhi kaha acha tha. Aaj bhi wohi sab
hota hain jo pehle hota tha.”
Wo hasne lagi aur kehne lagi “mein ab bhi jawaan dikhti hoon
par iska yeh matlab to nahin ki mein har samay khood ki dekhbaal karu jaisa tum
karti ho. Tum aaj tak wo baatein bhul nahin payi. Akhir mein ek maa hoon mujhe
sab samajh mein aata hain.
Maine kaha” mein aaj bhi wo baatin nahin bhuli , akhir mein
bhi ek naari hoon mein bhi patni thi kabhi .uski pehla hak mera tha par mein
maa nahin ban payi kyunki wo mere pet mein bacha dekar USA chale gaye aur
yahaan mera miscarraiage ho gaya aur uterus bahar nikalna para. Aur jab wo aye
to unhone tumhare karan mujhe pehchana chor diya. Aur unke mata pita ne to
mujhe apni bahu hone ka haq chin liya. Mera naritva bhi gaya aur matritva bhi
gaya
